Screw It

(This could keep me elated for the whole day, i'm not materalistic.)
Oh my, i totally screw up my cmaths paper. I memorized the wrong thing. Great job man! :( I've to say goodbye to my A's. Programming was pretty fine i guess. I feel extremely terrible now; my cmaths. I got to admit, yes, i seriously hate to lose. But my emotions kept pulling me down, everytime without fail!
Damn you!

Take my o's maths for example. I love maths, i did maths almost everyday. I was confident, but the very last minute, anxiety caught up with me. It was like a bomb on me, i exploded. I broke down. It was awfully terrible. I couldn't focus as my contact lenses were extremely dry and i spend most of my time trying to yawn; allowing my eyes to have moisture.

Thing i saw were blur.

Yes, i screwed up my math paper in the end, getting a "3" grade. My efforts were down the drain.

Thats me. I don't want to accept the fact. :(