My life has been SCREWED. Elated?

From all these mundane lifestyle i’m having, the continuous everyday-stressing up days, tight schedule stuffs, no more laughter everyday cum happiness everyday. I hate this!

Not blogging these few days, have been rather busy. Not studying, NAH.

I need to see GOD. i must, i need. else............

I can’t imagine one day what i would do if these stuffs continues.

I’ve been dreaming of myself retaining year1, not being to even endure the first year in my school.

I need a Change, Please.

I have BIG regrets now. Everything is more than just a pretty face.

I need someone to catch me when i fall, hug me when i shed a tear, no hypocrites around me, no pretentious people i have in my life, all the hustle and bustle distractions i have everyday.

I need to focus on what i want. Probably it isn’t what i really want.

God, i think i lost my way, give me you, will you?

I need direction, what i really wanted. All these ups and downs i’ve gone through, if these were my repercussions i’ve got, i’ve learnt them. Its KARMA, i know.

I’ve been blaming god, hurling vulgarities at you every time what i wish didn’t came true.

You are not Santa, more than Santa, holy and father-like than anyone else.

I’M SORRY FATHER.

Please, stop everything. I don’t wanna suffer anymore.

People may not see it, may not see what i really was, but if you know me well, which no one knew, except myself and you. I’m chocking alright.

Probably KAPLAN/SIM would be better than this.

I need you, right now, at this moment, the embrace…….

Apologetic.