Leave me alone

I might not be blogging so often. Return often for surprise updates k?

Two months. Sometimes i wondered, why others could be normal but we can’t?

I wondered, numerous questions going through my mind i wanted to ask,

but i couldn’t open my mouth.

People may think i’m insane, totally.

I meed to change. Two months of “singlehood” starts now. I need to be independent,

i hate to lose,

i hate to be alone,

i hate to fear,

i had to overcome them.

It just takes two weeks for me to adapt with all these.

I wondered if i could tolerate the process.

It may seem fast; two weeks.

But if you actually are the victim yourself, you would know.

I need a hairdo, everything alright.

I’m a whale.

Sometimes i do admire, adore, envy other people. Like they have a perfect wonderful sweet loving couple which i do not.

Like even though they are busy, they still fork out time, love to carefully speak with their eyes to their partners, which i don’t.

I have nothing. Though there are people far worst than me, i feel miserable.

Two weeks, i’ll have you completely, totally, seriously erased off my mind. After two months, we shall see then?

I may want to remain “single”.

Time starts to tick on sunday, 12am.

Ciao