"Sometimes, i wanna blame the whole world. Why am i such a failure.

I wanna blame everyone else. No one is trustable. No doubt.

Every night i wake up with beads of sweat on my forehead.

Why is this happening to me. I’m afraid of thunder.

Everytime i rains at night, i would cuddle up under my blanket.

I treat it as my source of warmth.

I miss you. I’m enduring.

I’m starving myself to a point where i could grab anything to eat immediately.

All i wanted was only you. But where were you when i needed you most.

I’m totally not enthusiastic about anything now.

Sick of everything. I hate it. My life is turning upside down now.

Since the beginning of the year.

I’m getting crazier and crazier.

Maybe one day i might end up in the woods."

Quoted.