Anyway, half an hour after i turned 18, i actually puked.
My budd, actually rushed me home like ASAP!?!!!!
Bestfrwennn accompanied me home and then i saw budd.
He cover my eyes while leading me to my house 7-11 store and………
TADA!
With a cake right infront of me. Actually its kinda expected. I wasn’t that surprised either.
Tried to blow this particular candle off for zillion of times.
Probably hinting me to stay 17 forever/reluctant to turn 18. HEHEHE
Got this vibrator from them. Uhrm, massage vibrator(not the one you think it is).
They forced me to take this candle thing out from the cake and my dumb ass buddy force my face down the whole whipped cream cake. Sigh………..
Got my REVENGE by kissing every single one with whipped cream on my mouth. (L)
My sweeeeet bestfriend witnessed how happy i was to turn 18. At the strike of midnight, i was given a peck my him. How sweeeeeeeet. IKR!
Imma gonna give an emo speech now:
1. To my beloved bfeeee;
never fail to make me angry, cry, excited, gleeing with joy. For the past 3years though you’re not at my side all the time, i feel your presence, your care. I love you no matter what.
All the things we’ve been through, the arguments, laughter, staying over, late night talks, long bus rides, my birthday parties. I really appreciate that. It has been 3years 9months. Time flies. I always feel protected beside you. I feel safe.
- I’m always the MISS LATE.D, once i was late for 3hours plus and you didn’t even complain. You spend your time all alone for that 3hours plus; rotting.
- Once, I was mad, i didn’t want to answer your calls/text, you came to my house, waited the whole night for me till the next morning.
The cold windy night, you shivered, surrounded my mosquitoes, insects, you didn’t complain at all.
Me being so mad and being a bitch, i tugged myself in the warm blanket having a goodnight sleep.
On my 16th birthday, you spent all your hard earned money to give me my sweet 16 surprise.
A suite in Mandarin Oriental Singapore.
Add on, a diamond necklace; which i misplace it a year back. :( I was so afraid to tell you, so scared that you would be mad, till recently. You asked. I’ve no choice but to tell the truth.
I remembered almost every week we would go for a mini gathering to drink with your friends till twilight. Most of the time, i would get drunk, you never fail to send me home. See me to my house to ensure my safety before you leave alone.
There was once, we went to a book store. I randomly told you i wanna buy this book “Remember Me”, i didn’t intend to buy it, i was just saying. After i came out from the toilet, you approach me with that book in your hand.
You were a smoker a few years back. I threaten you to stop smoking and i even put our relationship as a stake. You tried so hard to quit it, eventually you did. (Com’on, say 1/10 guys would quit smoking for a girl please.) You were the 1 out of the 10. I was grateful.
S.Weijie’s chalet, i stayed over. You rode someone’s bike without brake and we went downhill, hit the bump, i flew and i got badly injured. Wounds were all over my body, my stomach, legs, hands, i didn’t cry. But you did. Hugged me tight and cried silently without me knowing. “I’m Sorry” was the only word you whispered repeatedly. I didn’t blame you.
On valentines’ day, we went for cable car dining. Its not cheap. But you’re willing to spend on me. People may think its waste of money to spend so much on just a girlfriend which may or may not be your future wife, but you didn’t mind. In addition, it was near chinese new year on that day. Joked to you that i want an ang bao, you really gave me that. A 50dollar note inside the red packet.
On my 17th birthday which i celebrated in Grand Mecure Singapore; a junior suite,
i was drunk. Not dead drunk. I threw myself on the bed with my contact lenses on. You knew its dangerous to leave my lens on in my eye; i might even go blind, you tried numerous ways to take it out for me. I was feeling uncomfortable ‘cause i felt like puking, and started hitting you to go away from me; leave me alone. You were there all awhile trying to persuade me.
I barfed and barfed you actually inserted your finger down my throat and force me to puke so i could feel better. (Disgusting isn’t it?) But you didn’t think it was disgusting. You just wanted me to feel better.
(Which guy one earth would allow a girl to hurl on his whole hand just to make her feel better after puking everything out? People would think its the most disgusting thing to do in their whole life).
But you didn’t mind at all. All you though was my well-being.
The list goes on and on and on. You would always sacrifice for me.
I’m glad that i met you.
I’m glad that i found you.
I’m glad that i have you all by my side.
I’m sorry for all the things i’ve done.
I love you.
2. My LXF :
You were my best friend a few years back. We used to be the “do, ra, me” girls. Me jasmine and you. You dislike/hated me to the core when we were in Sec one. Never fail to irritate me. Even hurl vulgarities at me. In sec2, we started getting closer. You knew me well.
Due to some stuffs during sec3-4, we weren’t that close anymore. You put all your focus on studies and neglect me. I start to feel the distance. We laughed, joked, played, went www together several times when we were younger.
Till sec 5, we had a major cold war. We no longer contacted one another for a period of time till you saw my previous blog post.
After o’s though we feel a little awkward, we managed to become best friends again. Staying over at my place, my parents bringing you for dinner together…
And whats more, you are one day younger than me. Though you have your alevels to focus on next year, but hey, your stressful period, let me be the one beside you. You know i’m always there for you b.
3. GYH :
My bastard buddy. Never fail to make me laugh.
You knew my deepest Secret. You dug out all my secrets. I always confide in you almost overtime i’m angry/upset.
I am so so so so happy that you’re by my side all the while even though my parents didn’t have good impression of you, all thanks to ____ .
I take things for granted most of the time. Now that i’m older, i want to start to cherish everyone around me. I am always grumbling about how my life is, how sucky it is.
Received a text from my budd,
“One fine day, all of us will get busy with our lives, long working hours, lesser friends, lesser meetings, lesser calls, no text, no more late nights talk, as we don’t even have time for ourselves. But as such day, look outside the window and recall the good old memories flashing through your mind, you’ll have a smile one your face and tears start to drip from the corner of your eyes. You’ll start to think, how i wish i could reverse the time back……..”
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